I lay, I sit, I stare
Thinking of your unabashed silent
Smile
Wishing the past never happened
Yet not having one regret
Again
We are simply complicated
We are the same as the other side
When no one is the sole provider
We fight to the death for loss
I wait, I listen, I walk
Away for the third time
Blame
Is not a part of me
For I am a silent sparrow
Gnawing on the dead of wood
You know you're alive and disparate
So what more can I desire
I hate, I love, I conspire
To walk these streets alone
Emboldened
By a worthless dollar
That has no use to my own
But you can not see the indifference
You chose comfort over it all
I could not betray myself one more time
Without a shadow I meander into the dead of night
